A couple of years later I was very fortunately in being directed to a drug treatment protocol that worked well enough that now in 2008 I am still able to write these pages. That protocol has since ended and I expect that this is my final year on this planet. However since letting my family and friends share in this secret I have been keeping a daily journal of my life. Its ups and downs. Hopefully it will be less "Flowers for Algernon" and more a connection for my family and friends. And in the end a remembrance book.
I love you all.