May 18, 1981

 

Monday.

Mouse's parents called.

 

May 19, 1981

 

Tuesday.

May 20, 1981

 

From the Transcript of The State of Maine vs. Olivia Kane Oliver, 1982:

 

Prosecutor: Are you aware that your husband kept a journal?

Mrs. Oliver: My attorney has mentioned that.

 

P: Did you have any knowledge of this journal when he was alive?

O: We weren't close.

 

P: Please answer the question.

O: No, I didn't.

 

P: Can you tell me the date of the last journal entry?

O: I just said I wasn't aware of it.

 

P: If it pleases the court, this is the journal in question. State's exhibit L. Mrs. Oliver, please read the final date.

O: May 17th, 1981.

 

P: Just thirteen days before you murdered him.

O: Before he died, yes.

 

 

          Walter's thoughts drifted in a warm void. They were diffused, unfocused, fuzzy. Gradually he became aware of his awareness. Tentatively he let his thoughts flow out and inspect the void. Suddenly he began experiencing new sensations. He was enjoying them. Strangely they did not feel new to him, but rather quite natural. It was as if the perceptions had been there all along but he was only now becoming aware of them. He could sense people he knew; people also in the void. There were six of them. He relaxed for a moment and their name's came to him: Alex, Meredith, Pete, Emily, Kyle and James. He could tell their exact positions relative to himself. He could tell that none of them, himself included, were moving.  Knowing these things was as simple and natural as seeing, although the sensations were nothing like sight. Nothing describable.  Walter relaxed again and marveled at these feelings. With a little effort, much like - yet totally different from - listening closely, he found he was able to sense things about these six. They were all unconscious. "How odd," he thought.

          Slowly, and with many false starts, Walter's mind wandered around to a memory of the accident. For a moment he was lost in the remembrance of having a body. What a wonderful thing, bodies. Then more memories flooded him. The silent explosion. The rays of light and darkness. The sudden pain in his chest.

          "Did I die? Am I dead?" Walter asked the void. It did not answer.

          Walter thought that death might explain his current situation.

          Walter became aware of a sound in the void. A low rustling. Had it always been there? Was it new?

          Then he felt something. Pressure. Yes, he remembered feeling that before. It seemed eons ago. What was that feeling? His arm! Someone was squeezing his arm!

          Suddenly Walter became aware of his whole body. He was alive! He took inventory. His chest felt a little stiff, but he didn't hurt. In fact he felt great. He felt better than he remembered feeling in a long time.

          While inspecting himself, he realized that he could still sense the others. Surely there must be still others nearby. He tried to strain his new abilities. Nothing. There must be Doctors or Nurses ("or morticians," a sarcastic side of him chimed in) around. He felt no one else.

          "What about the one that touched me?" he mused. Was touching him still he realized. With the effort of a man relearning a complex task he hadn't attempted in several years, Walter slowly opened his eyes.

          He gazed down at a young nurse taking his blood pressure. She was staring at the gauge and didn't notice him.

          Walter tried to ask how long he had been asleep and was surprised to find his jaw fastened shut. No wait, it was just stiff. And oh so very dry.

          "Water," he eventually crocked out.

          The nurse jumped back off the bed. Assistant nurse or candy striper, Walter thought now that he had a better look at her. She couldn't be more than nineteen. She turned toward the door in jerky notions then jerked back around.

          "Oh jeez," she sputtered, "I mean… I'm going to go get the Doctor. Just stay put. I mean I'll be right back. Okay? I mean right… I'll be right back."

          She sprinted out the door colliding lightly with it’s frame.

          "Poor girl," he thought, "with a stronger chin and reasonable chest, she might be rather attractive."

          He dismissed her from his thoughts.

          Walter looked about the hospital room. The room had two beds but the other was empty, barren. On the table next to him, beside one of two chairs, was his wife's knitting bag. Olivia didn't really like to knit. She used knitting to combat periods of extensive boredom, usually caused by waiting. In fact, usually caused by waiting when she was too worried to read. The knitting bag meant that she had sat in that chair waiting for him to regain consciousness. And she'd been too anxious to while away her time with a book. Maybe she still cared after all.

 

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          Dr. Ben Richard entered the room almost immediately after being told Walter was awake. As he entered the room he made a notation on the patient's chart. At 3:42 PM Dr. Oliver officially became the first of his seven patients to regain consciousness.

          The young girl his awakening had so unnerved was wavering in the doorway. Ben turned to her and said, "Mandy, would you call his wife please?"

          Looking relieved she set about her task.

          "I know you have a lot of questions. But don't try to talk just yet. Let's get some water into you, while I try to answer the obvious ones. Okay?"

          Walter nodded.

          An older woman stepped into view from behind the Doctor and played with something out of sight beneath Walter's chin. Suddenly she thrust a thick pliable tube into his mouth. He sucked on it and tepid water flowed into his mouth. Nirvana.

          Despite his earlier offer, the Doctor seemed intent on watching him and made no move to supply him with information, obvious or not.

          When he finally did speak it was a question. "All right then," Ben said as the nurse removed the tubing. "Can you tell me your name?" he asked while he played a small penlight across Walter's eyes.

          With far less effort than he had been expecting Walter replied, "I am Walter Oliver. I am a mathematics teacher at Sanford College. Now can you tell me how long I've been out?"

          As if not hearing him the Doctor continued, "Can you tell me what year it is?"

          "It's 1981, the President is Ronald Reagan. How," he asked raising his voice, "long… have… I… been… out?"

          "You were brought in on Sunday, today is Wednesday. You've been in a coma for the last three days. What can you tell me about the accident?"

          "Accident?" Walter repeated playing for time. What should he tell them? He was going to get sued, possibly jailed. Definitely fired. He could see that now.

          "We were hoping you could tell us what chemicals were involved."

          "Chemicals?" Walter replied genuinely confused this time.

          "It's a very perplexing situation. Seven patients are brought to me. Except for you all of them are in perfect health. Yet all seven are in comas."

          The Doctor paused and his words sunk in.

          "I'm not healthy? I feel fine." Walter asked. He was surprised that he wasn't more shaken up by the Doctor's hint. Then he realized he could tell. He was fine. He had not doubt whatsoever.

          "Sorry, I worded that badly. Don't worry you're recovering nicely now. Amazingly well actually. But when you were brought in you spent your first three hours on the operating table while I removed this from near your heart." The Doctor held up a glass test-tube. In it was a small semi-circular sliver of a silvery ring.

          "You're actually a very lucky man," Ben continued, "a hair to the left it would have punctured your heart. A little to the right it would have nicked an artery."

          Walter, who had stopped listening the moment the Doctor produced the remains of the Artifact, suddenly shouted, "I want that. It's mine!"

          The Doctor put the vial on the night stand next him. "I figured you might want to keep this. As a memento."

          "Now back to the accident. What chemicals were involved? The police didn't find any out of place. Can you tell me what took place?"

          The word Police scared, and therefore angered, Walter. He yelled out at the Doctor, "I don't remember what happened. I'm a math teacher, I'm sure no chemicals were involved. Leave me alone. The students will be fine."

          "You obviously need your rest. I'm going to let you be for a while. I'm taking your awakening as a very good sign. I'm sure the others are going to be coming around soon."

          The Doctor's sudden change caught Walter off guard. As Ben walked toward the door Walter mentally replayed the conversation.  An unlikely suspicion crossed his mind. "Doctor?"

          "Yes?"

          "Cluck like a chicken for me?"

          The Doctor looked at him strangely for a moment. Then laughed. "Don't worry about it Doctor Oliver. After an experience like yours it takes a little while for all the circuits to straighten themselves out. I'm not sure what you were implying, but I won't hold it against you. The important thing," he added with emphasis, "is that you get some rest."

          He left the room.

          The Dr. Oliver laughed at himself. He felt silly. "It would have been nice," he thought wistfully.

          As Walter lay still thinking out his options he became aware that Meredith ("Mouse, she calls herself Mouse," he realized.) was coming much closer to consciousness. Maybe just a few more hours away. He could almost hear her thoughts. Like a sound in a chaotic crowd, or an idea you could almost remember. She was three rooms down the hall from him, assuming the rooms in between were the same size as his. He contemplated going down to visit her. Best to wait and plan, he decided.

 

 

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